I Wish I Knew You Better

Duh...did told myself don't sendiri cari pasal go & view at it but yet again after a long while..I did >.<
Was just hoping for something but then expectation bring disappointment AGAIN !
If only I could read your mind just for 1 day..then I would know what should I do
& end this misery once and for all !!!
But at least I handle it way better than last time
I don't get it..am I thinking too much or really I do have a chance
But stepping in & out of it is making me more & more confused in many ways @.@
Some friends did told me, give all you got for it but...
Honestly I don't dare to do so because I don't wan't to get hurt anymore
I know, BRAVERY is important in this case but I guess my guts still need time to grow
Maybe I don't even have that much of time *sigh*
Anyway..I did tried this time, although I know I'm not giving the best I got
But this time at least I did tried~
The *Fire* still not there yet, but I can wait
But before that will continue to endure this uncertain feeling like a man !

FIRST TRUE BBOY COMPETITION TOMORROW !
PREPARE TO SMOKE SOME NOOB & GET SMOKED BY SOME PRO ! XD

Mind is not there @.@

My mind is just not concentrating these days @.@

In lab, in class, even sometimes in dancing!

With all the quiz, assignment, report,dance competition & practices ahead, my mind still in else where...

I know where's the problem but i just couldn't find the solution laaaaaa

I do need some advice right now, but just don't know who to talk to...

At least i know i shouldn't be bother by those things at the moment but......

The truth is my mind wont listen !!!

Urghhh..just need to vent awhile

I don't know when will the moment feel just right or it may never work out after all
 God..I need YOUR help =(